QUESTION MEME

[chew_toy]

I hit 1000 comments already…………

Please ask me questions about Reim or anything else rp-related!!

instead of a question you can also link a thread and I can break down Reim’s thought processes during it like I did here for another character in the past

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[notsospeedy]

The 'oops all yelling!' is actually the most This Sure Feels Like My Family thing to Roy, so like. Of everything, that's the part that makes Reim feel familiar, for better or worse. Better because he feels like it was the most honest Reim has been (not that he's dishonest but more like, he's just careful about how much he says?), worse because I mean have you met Roy's family.

He is just very aware, that he Cannot Be Like Reim. And his life was nothing like Reim's? How did Reim just... accidentally wind up stuck at the Rainsworths' and get welcomed there so easily? How does he insert himself so confidently into the dango when he knows Sharon probably loves Break more, and still feel like he belongs there? Is this why he assumes that Roy would also insert himself, as though it'd be a foregone conclusion that he'd be accepted eventually with enough persistence?

Being Less Loved to Reim still means he can be wanted; being Less Loved to Roy means the inevitability of being thrown away, is his impression of the difference between them. None of Roy's persistence in breaking down people's walls and building trust and love has ever amounted to anything like permanence, so... maybe Reim is just what a better man looks like. If Roy was less like Roy and more like Reim, he wouldn't get abandoned, say the intrusive thoughts.

Obviously Reim is protective of Break's feelings, and he can sense the indignation that Break would open up so quickly to Roy, so after all the stuff he yelled, Roy is in the zone of... it is expected that I should be in this relationship for Break's benefit (understandable) so Break can have his character development of Wanting Things (he should, it is correct). I need to bring something to be table in order for this to be accepted (luckily I am a tech genius - therefore useful). I'm going to avoid evaluating how valid I am for the things I want, now.

He's not super sure how to be friends with Reim because he has to be Useful, foremost. He wants to please but that means he doesn't feel comfortable enough to be totally relaxed. But he does care about Reim and how squishy he is, blease. You're a nice guy but I just exist to stave off rejection rn.

DO YOU HAVE ANY FUN PLANS FOR BIOHAZARD where would you like that to go?

[chew_toy]

current biohazard plans:
-pass out on people randomly sometimes
-let breaksharon play nursemaid
-feed my guro kink with bloodletting and things
-Victorian consumption chic matchies with Break
-that sweet crystals aesthetic bullshit

I am just vibing.

as far as actual longterm arc stuff goes I WAS MOSTLY WORRIED IT MIGHT BE HARD ON TREE OR MICHI but they thought it sounded fun so I just went for it. I did make sure that there are like, treatment methods that cr could potentially participate in so that they could get to feel like there was something they could do about it also. in my heart I sort of hope once monster powers are unlocked I can also have arknights powers but I’m not holding out for that specifically.

rn Reim feels bad he let this happen and he will probably continue to feel bad he let this happen for the foreseeable future, but things like physical helplessness/dependency/general pain or suffering don’t really... keep him down or anything... so it probably won’t really result in any kind of despair spiral (tho also he probably won’t take any useful lesson from it either LOL). so I expect I will mostly end up playing an arc about adjusting to being chronically ill in daily life with a helping of ‘this is my own fault I did this to my loved ones’ on top

what does Roy think of Vincent so far.

[notsospeedy]

vincent is a fucko

Specifically, Roy knows the guy is untrustworthy as shit and a constant liar, but he's trying to figure out if he's more a danger to himself, or people around him.

And he's doing that by bullying him.

Because of the whole 'being in prison' thing, he isn't a bad guy Roy can just beat up and... send to prison away from innocents. So he's tentatively like, let's see if we can still work together, and address your problems in a productive way. If so, maybe he can be helped. If not, thennnn okay I have to beat you up for real.

(This is made complicated by Elliot being here, because Elliot will definitely be upset if Roy beat up Vincent.)

He'll give bad people a chance if it seems like they do have a heart under everything... but he's definitely keeping an eye on him.